The remotest distance in the world

He, and she university with session with different classmate of class, in one new born such as report heavier, thousands of new students line up to wait for handling and registering, he wears the blue check shirt, it happened that rank her rear, he fell in love with her from that day. Over the past four years, he has never dared to express his adoration of her, he can only be with accompanying to express his love to her with his silence, become her most best friend.

The high pitch department that she participated in the chorus, he is that the piano accompanies, she has discussed several loves in the school, he becomes the faithful audience, she goes abroad to study after graduating, he writes each letter to go to U.S.A. to encourage her while joining the army, how long she no had got married, it's a pity the bridegroom is not him.

She does not dislike him for being outstanding enough, the ones that know him to her are kind either because just overdone each other, what kind of situation she is unable to imagine, which day she and he will after the friend become a lover be. So she has been swinging in the fuzzy area of the friendship and love back and forth with him all the time. She insist she all the time and he only good friend, unwilling to face, rely on him kind to her. He lacks courage and adds the always lukewarm individual character and misses mutual fate in this way. On her wedding, he appears on the stage and makes a speech to wish her to be happy. One month later, he is five kilograms silently thinner. From then on, she lost his news.

Her marriage is not so good as the happiness of imagination. Because she individual character eager to do well in everything to add dedication to to be vigorous, she few of attention go marriage to manage her at all. In addition, she was used to his carefulness, consideration and accompany in the past, the ones that let her treat her way of one's own husband and go with him were easy to compare, she begin, suspect how can take a fancy to present husband originally, it is angry to think husband not so good as one good friend understand she care she love dearly and have pity for she cherish her for her to begin.

One year later, she puts forward and divorces the requirement voluntarily. She after being single is more charming on more vigorous, on-the-job field at the work, through a few years' efforts, she earned a sky, occupied a tiny space on the advertising circle at last. She begin, think life to be hollow and lonely beginning, thinking of hing kind to her after work become famous, however, she has no courage to look for him later. Because she does not know how well he has had during these years. Because she is no longer former she who is simple and young. Because she has received him for her liking the card.

A certain weekend of one month before he gets married, he invites her to eat a supper, she wonders very much why he will get married soon, but will invite her to meet and have a meal. That meal is actually eaten very happily, he seems to get back to school-days with her, she sings the soprano he plays the piano. Classmate, mutual teacher, activity participated in of the corporation   A lot of remember passingly and flow among mutual memory inspiredly, a lot of anecdotes of many years' standing are free from imprisonment in two people's talk one, he and she think that seems to get back to that pure and simple school-days.

"Next week, I am going to marry. " He put down the cutlery, emitted this sentence suddenly.

"Eh, congratulations. The other side must be very good, will let you like to marry her. "

" I think of something to tell you, " His expression became serious suddenly, " long long ago, a boy was just admitted to a university. That day of registering when he went to the school flurriedly, saw new students registering arranged the long queue greatly, he is worried and flurried when at a loss in the heart, a girl is coming up to him very cordially, ask him whether he want to handle and register. He find the girl follow he with different classmate of class, he is so glad unexpectedly, think this girl is really kind-heartedness, and a good person. He finds it has it to little lovely tiger's tooth and dimple that that girl has a pair of bright eyes, smiles, since that day, he has fallen in love with her.

However, he has not been knowing all the time how to go to express his love to her, she is so pure, so kindhearted, so clever and clever and artful, so lovely, his individual character is ever too lukewarm to good at the words again, have to accompany her to be her good friend at her side quietly. In this way the university passes by in four years, he plans to tell her in the graduation ceremony that day: He loves her.

But the first astronomy in the graduation ceremony of hers is told him in the telephone on the bank, she wants to go abroad to study. The courage that he just germinated has without a trace hour quickly. He thinks, he joins the army she goes abroad to study after graduating, he can not really bear to choose at this time to her public notice, want hes such as she,etc. two years, so wait till she comes back home after reading the book.

It is the years most difficult to delay for him in that period of time when he joined the army that she goes abroad to study. Because he, at her side, but she know one Taiwanese foreign student in U.S.A. not merely. It is very lonely and lonely that he knows a person's day, and it is afraid that she is one the lonely person, so he writes a letter to U.S.A. to greet her, encourage her, inflate for her each week as much as possible, but she is in writing back besides complaining about all sorts of inconveniences of living in U.S.A., what a Taiwanese foreign student knowing it to very great space is talking about her in U.S.A.!, she tells he, she and love in the letter.

She tells him in the letter, how kind is that Taiwanese foreign student to her, how to love her, she writes a letter and tells him, she plans to marry that Taiwanese foreign student after coming back home finally. He is so sad, how could the thing turn into this sample? Even if he have, explain to her with take action, go, care she, treatment she, love her he personally, she has not really seen his efforts at all, do not really know he loves her? It is all he himself's fond dream from the beginning, proffer a love or affection which is not reciprocated? The ones that received her as him are when like the card, he hears one's own heart ' crash ', has broken to pieces.

The love is colder than to die. He heaves the last courage to participate in her wedding, see her wearing the a face with happy appearance of the wedding gauze kerchief, see that Taiwanese foreign student, present bridegroom too. He meant to cast a look at her and went away first, but seen his attending by she who is sharp-eyed, rubing him wants him to appear on the stage and speak several words of blessing. Others stood on platform and looked at the following bride and bridegroom who sat, thought suddenly he became very remote with the distance between her, remote she is not that one when a big new student register again, that girl lining up to wait for registering in front of him. Do not remember either how he flees from the meeting-place extremely awkwardly, only know he had lain in bed for one week totally later, a moon is five kilograms thinner.

He decides to forget her. He handles with company and retains the job but suspend the salary, one hides in Tokyo of Japan to study. In that, it is likewise a girl that go to Tokyo to study in Taiwan that he has known one. That girl encourages him to stand up again when he is the most frustrated, he, past to forgive him that that girl's gentle detailed heart accompanies he, treatment, that girl let him collect confidence again, believe the love once again, that girl became the wife who he would get married soon now later. Though he loves his present wife very much, she occupies a tiny space on his bottom of heart. So he can invite her come out, meet today, tell her the story, he paranoid about hers, make a piece of end this section on one hand, on one hand liberate his heart from past memory. Now, he can unlock the attachment to her at last, loved his newly-married wife wholeheartedly. "

She keeps silent after finishing hearing this story, can only congratulate him on finding his happiness at last courteously. After she cheer blessing each other with him, she alleges and has some things to walk first, he wants to send her home, she is not willing, she wants him to go home and accompany his wife more at once. On the way home, she can't help crying ruthlessly, totally ignores what pasted on the face was made up and throwing unusual eyes with the taxi driver. All of her collapses in all of an instant strongly and self-confidently, she always tells oneself, he is her best hungry friend, nothing can be said to him. Sometimes she thinks she seems to be a lover that has loved with his relation for a long time, there is perfect tacit understanding each other. She has been actually waiting in the bottom of heart, he will say those three words to her one day: " I love you "  . She bottom of heart can forgive for why is he like other boys, go to court her aggressively. She has been thinking restrainedly the girl should wait for boys to pursue all the time, but can not go to pursue the boy of the heart appearance voluntarily.

Having missed, everything has missed. Fate brush against each other in this way, how feeling unwilling to give up while being unwilling, everything is over. It is herself that has given up his pursuit, it is silence that she does not know how to listen attentively to him, she believe one's own heart, she neglect love alone for a lot of way, whether she require why say he love her, he in bottom of heart, she has actually already fallen in love with him deeply. Miss, be unable to resume later and unably to get back to in the past. All is the result that herself cause, it has all already too late to regret being sad even more and is difficult than the rancour of blaming.

The remotest distance in the world, not because grow and die, however, I stand in front of you, but you do not know I love you.

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